I cannot believe I said that!
Have you ever heard what came from your lips only after you said them, to only respond as “why did I say that”.
If not you are certainly blessed. I on the other had have not been as such in some things, especially as it regards to myself.
Yesterday, I blogged how I have been filled with doubt, fear, negativity, worry, and unbelief as a profess believer of Jesus.
It is those very things inside of me that shaped my words. The issues within seeped out into conversation, daily life, and thus making my life what it is and was all this time.
Have you ever been listening to someone and they say “what if” “how is this gonna happen” “Its not for me”, just for example. Just listening to them begins to pull you into the same tailspin of thinking unknowingly.
Well for very long time I was that kind of person and still working toward overcoming that deep set negativity. Only those solid in the faith could take me on for long peroids of time and some even then was limited.
Yes just one and all it takes is one!
My Pastor (be sure to see blog sponsor vid at bottom) armored up to take on my deep set strongholds that have lived in me a good chunk of my life if not all my life.
Early this year it began while we was away on a trip she began to chisel at my negative speaking. Later as time has passed she kept chiseling at it til the wall on one side was compromised enough to attack with word of God force to bring it down!!!!
She preached a superb message of faith this sunday right after the time of tearing down my wall. It has been my replacement to begin to have a new stronghold of faith!
Now, instead of speaking to my mountain “well mountain I dont if God wants you to come down or not, maybe I am to scale the mountain, but I am tired to climb, maybe I am to wander around it like the children of Isreal did theirs.”
God said not one word back to me in all the negative doubt!
But after Sundays message whe Pastor gave us Mark 11:22-23 that we are to speak to our mountain in faith. Gave a wonderful demonstration about destroying strongholds and replacing them that when I left the building fhat day.
In the car I began to speak postive faith filled words to my mountain. I said to the mountian “God is with me, he is for me, every hindrance will be moved. Blessings will begin to flow answers to my prayers will begin to flow. Everything thats been waiting for me to use my measure of faith to get be activated and begin to burst forth in my life.”
I kid you not blog people!! Sunday after I spoke positive faith went to a store and got a blessing small but im still greatful. He said be thankful on the small then he can trust with greater. Monday came and by the evening I got an answer to something in a positive regard that I been waiting for 3 weeks to hear.
Could the answer have been delayed for me to hear faith amd begin to use my faith! I would like to thinks so. God is an on time God. He shows up when he see’s faith and if it took 3 weeks for me to get faith for it then all things worked together for the good.
But I know many prayers of faith went up on my behalf from my leadership and the anointing at Reformation Developmental Center destroyed the yoke and brought this in for me.
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